Estella Tse 5/20/25 Estella Tse 5/20/25

Kwun Yum 觀音

A return back to self
Return back to my heritage and roots
Goddess of compassion
Goddess of love and blessings

Estella Tse 5/19/25 Estella Tse 5/19/25

There’s No Perfectionism in Buddhism.

The answer isn’t in doing this right.

Remember to sit in the quiet - the yin.

You’ll find your answers within.

You’ll find your answers withyin LOLOLOLHELP….

Estella Tse 5/16/25 Estella Tse 5/16/25

Rewiring Neurosystems

The early stages of moving from Scorpio South Node (intensity, transformation) to Taurus North Node (stability, embodiment) often involve creating structured routines as a necessary foundation. However, the mature expression of Taurus energy isn't rigidity but adaptable stability—like a tree that's firmly rooted yet flexible enough to bend with the wind.

From a neurobiological perspective, this is part of the recalibration process. Your nervous system first needs consistent routines to establish safety, but eventually needs to develop flexibility within stability….

Estella Tse 5/10/25 Estella Tse 5/10/25

Bit by Bit

Why not?
Just cuz it’s fun and funny.

Estella Tse 5/7/25 Estella Tse 5/7/25

Devils

My first Scaniverse splat. A little iddy bitty 3.5” x 2.5” canvas painting.

I did a few splat scans. This one is:

Mesh scan
I removed as much from the surface as possible…..

Estella Tse 5/6/25 Estella Tse 5/6/25

Not Yours to Hold

It was never yours to hold
I’m sorry we placed that into you
The belief that you could be the only one to help us
It wasn’t yours
And we’re sorry

It was our chaos. It was our pain, our frustration, our mayhem…

Estella Tse 4/30/25 Estella Tse 4/30/25

Sleep Token Vessel

More digital painting exercising

Anyone else gonna see Sleep Token for their USA tour this year? STOKED!

Estella Tse 4/29/25 Estella Tse 4/29/25

Lynn Minmay

I don’t even like her. LOL Arguably one of the most annoying characters in the Robotech universe 😂

Nonetheless, haven’t actually DRAWN digitally (2D) for a very long time. Procreate.

It’s often a harder transition for me to switch from analog drawing to digital. It’s a different thinking process, it’s a different mark-making process….

Estella Tse 4/25/25 Estella Tse 4/25/25

Samatha

The daily creative work isn’t just about skill-building. It actually is not that at all.

It’s about showing up as myself, to myself, with my creativity. Honoring the authenticity of what and how I want to create as an expression of myself in the moment.

It takes a lot of mental fortitude to have gotten here - to break out of the high level expectations of my ArtCenter upbringing, to turn down the perfectionist voice. I frankly couldn’t have done this without regular art therapy sessions, which has taught me to make simply because I feel like it. This has required a lot of self-trust, discipline, and grounding to remember that my art is mine. And I can make it however I desire and please.

Whether it be a pencil, watercolor, VR, whatever new tech thingy, these are all mediums of my creation. I span and stretch the spectrum of creation….

Estella Tse 4/22/25 Estella Tse 4/22/25

Invisible Experimentation

Similar to VR and AR, invisible ink and glow-in-the-dark illusions play with expectations -> to a moment of delight in its reveal.

Fiddling and playing with paints I got at discount with the Joann’s closures 😅

Estella Tse 4/19/25 Estella Tse 4/19/25

A Moment to Feel

Learning to step away from intensity,
To take moments to sit in my quiet,
To allow myself to just be silent in my mind and being.

Even when it’s good intensity with lots of social time and exertion with friends,
I still need to carve time and space for myself….

Estella Tse 4/17/25 Estella Tse 4/17/25

the simplicity of life

Wake up • Take care of my morning needs • Exercise • Take Bryan out • Make a delicious nutritious bfast for myself • Daily paintings + meditations • Attend to the garden • Work • Check-in with friends • Time with P • Hang with friends over delicious food • Adventure with Bryan • Rest over music, art, trash tv, reflect • Sleep a lot <3 ….