Resources, Readings, Living Life, Art

Most Influential Books for My Career

“How did you become a VR artist?”
”Well, when I was 5 years old…..”

Umm! I mean, hello!!

There’s no way I would have known my path would lead me to be an internationally known and desired VR/AR artist! Most people in the world still have yet to put on a virtual reality headset, let alone fathom what an artist does in a face computer.

With a strong conviction to make the world a better place, a heck lot of education and training, and an incredible support in my corner, I’ve been very #blessed to carve my own unique path.

“Get hired for my brain,
not my hand, ”
I remember repeating to myself over and over again.

Welp! I better get my brain and mindset in order! Since then, I’ve been hungry to learn about others who successfully turned their ideas into reality, combining different genres of industries together, and - just - the FOUNDATIONS of “making it.”

Here are the key books that helped me on my journey! I hope it helps you, too <3


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15 books that helped me become a creative entrepreneur

1) Getting There: A Book of Mentors by Gillian Zoe Segal

Such a meaty book for inspiration, reading about people’s origin stories and how they got to their successes. Nine years later, I’m still slowly reading through the stories - each one is packed with so much inspo.

2) Creativity, Inc.: Overcoming the Unseen Forces That Stand in the Way of True Inspiration by Ed Catmull, Amy Wallace

Early on in my XR career, I was hungry to learn from anyone who combined art + tech. Of course, I had to study the heck out of Ed Catmull and Pixar to understand how they were able to combine technologies with storytelling. Most pertinent in this book are the stories of resilience, “failing fast,” and getting back up again.

3) Daring Greatly: How the Courage to Be Vulnerable Transforms the Way We Live, Love, Parent, and Lead by Brené Brown

A book that changed my life. I have a quote that sits boldly near my desk:
”Success, recognition, and approval are not the values that drive me.
My value is Courage.”

It’s not about the accolades, the likes, the awards - it’s the courage to DARE to be ME.

I’ve read this book 3 or 4 times, each time with new wisdom gained.

4) Leaders Eat Last: Why Some Teams Pull Together and Others Don’t by Simon Sinek

Like many others, Simon Sinek’s “Start with WHY” TED Talk shifted my life, too. I know I’m a good leader, but how or why? This helped me fine-tune and better understand that it’s my authenticity, integrity, and my aligned actions that make me a good leader.

5) Big Magic: Creative Living Beyond Fear by Elizabeth Gilbert

Her story about Ideas trying to find people to collaborate with helped lessen the pressures for me. The concept of collaborating with a muse helped, too. This book really did ignite magic and inspiration for me.

6) How to Think Like Leonardo da Vinci by Michael J. Gelb

Did you know Da Vinci had less than 20 paintings? He was a polymath: artist, inventor, engineer. He became a role model for me when I first investigating art + tech innovation. There are lessons in this book I think about every day, especially Curiosita.

7) Art & Fear: Observations On the Perils (and Rewards) of Artmaking by David Bayles

Helped me feel less alone in my creative journey. It’s SCARY to do art fully. There’s so many unknowns. And if often feels like there’s so little in our control, too. This was a core read for me when I started my creative professional journey.

8) Do Story by Bobette Buster

Recommended by one of my mentors, Bobette Buster would be brought into Disney to help solve issues with their stories. This small but mighty book teaches how to tell stories in a meaningful, compelling, and impactful way. This one really changed my life - especially as it pertains to public speaking and talking engagements.

9) The Alchemist: A Fable About Following Your Dream by Paulo Coelho

Such good inspo for following one’s dreams and calling.

10) Siddhartha by Hermann Hesse

Finding fulfillment and peace thru the simple things in life, in nature, and - in turn - connection. Another short but mighty book packed with inspiration.

11) Your Illustrated Guide To Becoming One With The Universe by Yumi Sakugawa

I love and have recommended this book so much! My favorite take-away from Sakugawa’s book is regularly sitting with one’s demons, inviting them to tea, letting the demon speak and express itself. Our inner voices often just want to be heard, validated, and acknowledged. This really aligns way I express myself and thoughts in my own therapy and journaling. Sakugawa does it in such a beautiful way.

12) Feck Perfuction: Dangerous Ideas on the Business of Life by James Victore

Oh I just love Victore’s brash tone! It’s so refreshing and wholehearted, imo! LOL They speak to the creative and mental challenges of being a professional creative - distractions, perfectionism, external factors. This is a good reminder to just shut the noise and stay true to our own paths.

13) The Simple Path: Your road map to financial independence and a rich, free life to Wealth by J L Collins

I needed to start learning about money! This is a good, easy read on the concept of how wealth works. Basically, it’s about compounding - letting things build upon itself. I’ve taken this concept and think about this, not just for my money, but also wellness and health in my life, too. Having a strong, secure, stable foundation means “add-ons” and shifts/changes are easier managed.

I particularly love the bit where he talks about guessing where we might be with money in 5, 10, 20+ years. “Guessing” takes a lot of pressure off of being… wrong? inaccurate? failing? Nonetheless, a great book at the start of my financial literacy journey.

14) I Will Teach You to Be Rich by Ramit Sethi

I can’t recommend this enough! Sethi’s book is SO easy to understand, provides fantastic structures and practices to automate contributions. He’s all about creating a SYSTEM — which I LOVE! Let the money serve YOU — even if you only get paid $12/hr!! I actually implemented my systems when I was working retail making about that much! It’s still doable and I could still see my money grow.

15) Freelance, and Business, and Stuff by Amy Hood and Jennifer Hood

A life-changing book for my business! This is packed with so much information on how to be your own creative business, for all the nitty gritty things! LLCs, accounting, contracts, etc. This book


All of these books tap on a variety of focuses — all quite integral to my holistic journey. I hope these might help and serve you, too!

Have any of these helped you, too? Are there any you’d add to this list? I want to hear what has inspired you on your path!

Art, Virtual Reality

Honoring Three Forgotten Women of the Dutch Golden Age

Happy New Year!

To ring in 2024, I’ve been invited by the Netherlands (“NL”) to create a piece for CES once again. I’ve been very grateful for the on-going unique, creative challenges I’ve been able to collaborate with them. Here’s a teaser of the piece I created — to be further unveiled at CES in a few days!

There were a few major key points I wanted to tackle in this piece, tying to the NL goals:

  • For the Netherlands to achieve a circular, sustainable economy by 2050

  • Integrate a national conversation about Diversity, Equality, and Inclusion and Social Responsibility

  • To highlight the Netherlands as an innovative country

  • To distinguish the Netherlands Tech Pavilion apart from the many other booths and displays at CES — a very tech-heavy, tech-focused conference.

Right off the bat, I wanted to integrate plants and floral elements into the NL Pavilion design, especially at such a tech-heavy conference. I believe it shows NL's commitment to working together WITH nature, portrayed by all 70 startups at CES 2024 that all contribute to NL's goals for a circular economy.

Inspiration and Process

I recently learned about incredible women artists from the Dutch Golden Age, erased and forgotten from history and recently rediscovered: Maria Sibylla Merian, Rachel Ruysch, and Maria van Oosterwijck. (In more detail below.) I want to honor their botanical illustration work, ALSO because they were women who worked with paints AND were keen observers and students of science. I personally admire how some women artists of the time taught each other and learned from each others' work. This is all about community, growing together, and lifting each other.

Inspired by their work, I evolved components of their work to create the floral linework around the NL pavilion, using Adobe Fresco for drawing the linework as vectors.


Maria Sibylla Merian (1647 - 1717)

Merian set the standard for botanical illustration! Her step-father, Jacob Marrell, was a floral painter. Her work exhibits a beautiful intersection of botany and zoology. Not only was she a wife + mother, she was an accomplished author, entomologist, and naturalist. She studied insects closely, specifically the lifecycles of silkworms and caterpillars. She was all about living observation. It is possible that she helped tutor Rachel Ruysch!

Fennel by Maria Sibylla Merian

Water Hyacinth with Marbled or Veined Tree-Frogs and Giant Water-Bugs by Maria Sibylla Merian

Rachel Ruysch (1664 - 1750)

Ruysch had an impressively successful career of 70+ years painting flowers! Her father was an anatomy and botany professor, who categorized a lot of specimen. Like Merian, she also had a strong influence of science in her artistic practice. Ruysch’s famous still-lifes included flowers that couldn’t bloom in the same season, while also illustrating flowers from a variety of angles. This revealed her deep knowledge and familiarity with these plants. She also impressively became a court painter in Düsseldorf, Germany.

Flowers in a Glass Bowl by Rachel Ruysch

Still Life with Rose Branch, Beetle and Bee by Rachel Ruysch

Maria Van Oosterwijck (1630 - 1693)

Oosterwijck lived independently, was able to join the local artists guild (uncommon for women of her time). Her work, known as “vanitas,” included aspects of worldliness, the pleasures of life, and “momento mori” — reminders of death and the fragility of life. Her work was bought by royalty (King Louis XIV, Queen Anne of England) which kickstarted a trend of floral and still life paintings in her time.

Roses and Butterfly by Maria van Oosterwijck

Roses, Carnation, Marigolds and Other Flowers with a Sunflower and Striped Grass by Maria van Oosterwijck

More notable women artists of the Dutch Golden Age:

Clara Peeters
Judith Leyster
Anna Maria van Schurman (first woman to attend university in Netherlands!)
Magdalena van de Passe
Margaretha van Eyck
Gesina ter Borch
Alida Withoos

How Their Work is Showing up at CES 2024:

Adapted their floral still-life work into digital with Adobe Fresco’s vector brushes

Several floral design assets

Overlayed floral design on top of pavilion wall design drafts, provided by So Expo

And I took elements of their still-life paintings and incorporated them into the “Sustainable Garden” VR painting, decorating and visually emphasizing remarkable inventions that have come from the Netherlands.

This is a component of the virtual “Sustainable Garden” that will be featured at CES 2024 at the Netherlands Tech Pavilion, January 9. Will you be at CES? Want to see my vision of 👾 tech + 🎨 art + 🌱 sustainability + 💖 humanity?

Come to our virtual “Sustainable Garden,” add to the garden with YOUR ideas of a more eco-friendly, sustainable Earth! The Garden will be available on Opening Day only but you'll still be able to add your ideas thru all days of CES!

TUESDAY, JAN 9
NETHERLANDS TECH PAVILION
Tech West: Venetian Expo @ Eureka Park
Hall G, Booth 62100

Thank you to the Netherlands, the Netherlands Consulate of SF in USA, Sietze Vermeulen and Jacco van der Aart for bringing me on-board with this wonderful collaboration!

More about NL & Climate Change, NL Tech & Challenges, NL & Human Rights, NL circular economy goals.

I Feel Like Writing Again

Writing and blogging was once a vital part of my creative exploration. The last six years, as I’ve been shaping my career and ensuring I present myself professionally, it seems I started to write less and less publicly for fear of embarrassment, shame, or fear of being wrong. And, well, I think that takes quite a hit to my full expression of self and creativity.

So, I’m not sure what to write in this moment. But, here it is. A blog post.

Feelin’ cute. May delete later. :)

Augmented Reality, Resources

How to Make a Black Rose Crown Filter with Spark AR

How do we use our existing skills and knowledge to support the Black Lives Matter movement? In addition to using my social media voice, I want to inspire ppl to use their creativity and skills to make tangible change.

I know how to make cool stuff with new technology.
I professionally create 3D models for a living.

I created a beautiful black rose with Gravity Sketch, made fully in VR. It is available on Sketchfab for $10. 100% of the proceeds will go to support the Black Lives Matter movement. Half will go to Black Girls Code (structural change), and the other half to Color of Change (local action).

Use this asset for your VR/AR projects. Use it to populate your VR environments (if you want, the rose’s color/shader can be easily edited). Put it into a vase in your VR office environments. Place it into your virtual Animal Crossing island and water these black roses with your golden watering can. Either way, you’ll be showing your support to Black Lives Matter by donating $10 for the asset, and it’ll be free for you to use.

I believe there needs to be more accessibility to young black creators, especially those who want to use tech and make cool things with new tech. Below is a free tutorial for making an Augmented Reality filter using the black rose asset.

To young black creators: I’ll give you the file for free. DM me on IG, Twitter, or FB. :) I’d love to see your creations!

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1. Download the 3D Model from Sketchfab: https://skfb.ly/6SUQY

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2. Download SparkAR: https://sparkar.facebook.com/ar-studio/download/

3. In SparkAR, create a New Project with the Head Decoration template

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You’ll see the new project open and a demo of a man with a AR hat.

In the left side menu, look for the PAUSE button to stop the demo animation. This will help with the next steps.

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4. At the bottom of the left menu, click on + Add Asset. Then select Import from Computer

Choose the Sketchfab downloaded file.

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5. Drag “blackrose” from the Assets window, and drop it to the Scene window where it says “dragHere”. This creates it as a ‘prefab’ in the Scene.

Delete the thing that says “deleteMe” :)

6. In the Assets menu, select the thing that says “Standard000000”. (This is called a Shader btw, and is what gives the rose a black color).

On the right hand menu, you can click on the Color box and adjust the color to be a little bit lighter so you can see all the details on the model. Also click on the box that says “Double Sided [x]” so it is selected. This will make sure the model will appear correctly for the filter!

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7. Right Click on “blackrose” prefab. Select Duplicate. Do this so then there are 3 “blackrose” prefabs total.

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It should look something like this. Double-check and make sure your blackrose prefabs are in the same structure as mine on the left menu. :)

8. Positioning and Rotation of roses. Choose one of the blackrose prefabs, then at the top of the menu, look for the POSITION and ROTATION buttons. These are the tools you’ll use to position your roses

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Edit the position and rotation of the roses to your liking! Press the “PLAY” button on the left bar (where “PAUSE” button was before) to see if the roses look good at all angles.

9. Activate your computer’s camera to see how you look with your creation! Above the Play/Pause button, click on the CAMERA button. Choose your camera (mine is called “FaceTime HD Camera”) and click PLAY! Make any edits for the rose positions if you need.

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10. Look super cute~

Congratulations on making your SparkAR project!

Do you want to share your creation on Instagram? Read about submitting it to the Spark AR Hub here.

Thanks for following alone, and thanks for supporting BLM by purchasing the black rose 3D model on Sketchfab!

Virtual Reality, Art

"Avaloki" Research: Hokusai Compositional Studies

For The Avaloki, I spent some time to do compositional studies of traditional Japanese woodblock prints. Hokusai was a master at designing movement and space on a 2D surface — it’s incredible.

I did these compositional studies before I painted the traditionally inspired painted scenes for The Avaloki. You can see how these inspired my art direction process for the film here.

The Avaloki is a VR narrative experience available for free on the Oculus store.