There’s No Perfectionism in Buddhism.
The answer isn’t in doing this right.
Remember to sit in the quiet - the yin.
You’ll find your answers within.
You’ll find your answers withyin LOLOLOLHELP
The goal is to tend to a long-lasting fire; to feed, observe, fan, and progressively (and not obsessively!) tend to the fire. Making it go ablaze will burn you. Making it erupt means you’d have to start anew again. Tend to the fire, patiently.