
ain’t no saint
“WELP. I BREATHED. I’M DONE MEDITATING.”
It’s okay to be hella impatient with painting and ‘breathing’ on some days 😂😂😂 I’m no fuckin saint LOL
This was a fun little chinese brush experiment. I did one wash all the way around the paper. I dropped some more thicker ink at the center, and moved the paper around in different angles to get the ink to flow along the spiral - using gravity and momentum to move the ink along. Fun little doodle to play with.

Rewiring Neurosystems
The early stages of moving from Scorpio South Node (intensity, transformation) to Taurus North Node (stability, embodiment) often involve creating structured routines as a necessary foundation. However, the mature expression of Taurus energy isn't rigidity but adaptable stability—like a tree that's firmly rooted yet flexible enough to bend with the wind.
From a neurobiological perspective, this is part of the recalibration process. Your nervous system first needs consistent routines to establish safety, but eventually needs to develop flexibility within stability….


old grooves
who do you give access to your nervous system?
whose words and actions are allowed to access your core?

miss bryan
Every day, I soak in how much life has changed since having Bryan in my life. She's my little sidekick, my confidante, an incredibly cute wellness reminder who follows me around.
Her lighthearted outlook on life is infectious. And I’m determined to ensure she has the best life possible….

Solar Plexus
"Imagine a warm, yellow sun above your abdomen - radiating warmth all around you."
Shed her old, ancient thoughts of self-doubt and judgement.
Proving is a lack of believing.
Start DOING and BEING - simply because you ARE.


Mending
Art therapy sesh piece.
Trying to understand why I’ve been in a trauma / depressive state the last few weeks. It’s been a rough go.
I spoke about this conflict of knowing intellectually that slowing down and doing nourishing things are good for me.
And then it gets to a point where I feel like I’m Good™. I no longer need the crutch of “wellness” practices because….

I am worthy of peace and calm.
I am worthy of peace and calm.
I am worthy of feeling fulfilled in slow, meaningful actions.
I can let go of the trauma hustle, the intensity and chaos.
I deserve stability and deep joy.


