There’s a Place for You Here

The deepest pains, the deepest wounds I’ve been working through: trusting the ground below me is steady. That there’s a place for me here - the darkest parts of me.

I’m tackling this not because I’m unsafe right now, but because I am.
And the lesson is to take it step by step, assess, and trust that it won’t be pulled from underneath me.

The pains are deep - karmically deep.

That love and belonging doesn’t need to be earned.
That I don’t need to fight to prove to earn peace.
That I can actually wake up and be equal and worthy.

Bryan teaches me this a lot.
She wakes up full of love and spirit
She doesn’t need to earn her love and worthiness
She just is.
The magical angel - always teaching me so much.

In astrological terms, I’m looking at and holding my Lilith.
And I’m holding her with guanyin - the deep goddess of compassion.

We can grieve the pain
We can also hold and know that this is belonging now.

Put down the sword - it’s not needed here
This is the era of tending - gentle, compassionately, tenderly.